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I CANNOT BELIEVE JASLENE WON. i didn't like her at all.
somehow I managed to get an A on my completely bullshit book report, which miraculously brings my grade up from a 48 to a 75. And I got a 29/40 on my othello test, which i think is pretty good, considering. I just need to study hardcore for these next tests coming up.. they will either make or break my grade. I'm glad I'm improving english grade, even if it is a C-- and I'm also doing well in precalc and history for once. They only thing is physics.. my grade suddenly dropped from an A to a B (and I KNOW you're going to get on me about this). It's not that I'm miserable with a B, I'm actually content with a B in most classes. In physics, however, I've been on a roll this entire year getting A's and suddenly I have a B! I really want to take AP bio next year.. I still have no idea where I'm going in life and biology is actually an option that i like. I'm still considering teaching, music and business.
I think things are going pretty nice right now. I love my friends, and I like the way i'm becoming socially. I used to be overly quiet and antisocial. But lately i'm not as afraid to actually talk to people. There's still that fear present, though.
I still can't believe that next year, all these seniors will be gone. Half of traveling choir is seniors, and they've all been there since I was a freshman. Next year, I'm going to be one of the seniors and I won't have anyone to look up to. I'm still extremely sad that they're leaving TC, and I'm still going to be bawling my eyes out at the concert, but I've begun to look at it as something that isn't the end, but the beginning of something else. I think that traveling choir has affected my life so much, and shaped a part of my personality altogether. It's brought out some of the best things in myself, and taught me how to come out of my shell so much more. It has inspired me to be a better person and be someone that people can look up to. This all may sound very corny, but to me it's one of the greatest experiences of my life. I'll never forget it as long as I live.
I CANNOT BELIEVE JASLENE WON. i didn't like her at all.
somehow I managed to get an A on my completely bullshit book report, which miraculously brings my grade up from a 48 to a 75. And I got a 29/40 on my othello test, which i think is pretty good, considering. I just need to study hardcore for these next tests coming up.. they will either make or break my grade. I'm glad I'm improving english grade, even if it is a C-- and I'm also doing well in precalc and history for once. They only thing is physics.. my grade suddenly dropped from an A to a B (and I KNOW you're going to get on me about this). It's not that I'm miserable with a B, I'm actually content with a B in most classes. In physics, however, I've been on a roll this entire year getting A's and suddenly I have a B! I really want to take AP bio next year.. I still have no idea where I'm going in life and biology is actually an option that i like. I'm still considering teaching, music and business.
I think things are going pretty nice right now. I love my friends, and I like the way i'm becoming socially. I used to be overly quiet and antisocial. But lately i'm not as afraid to actually talk to people. There's still that fear present, though.
I still can't believe that next year, all these seniors will be gone. Half of traveling choir is seniors, and they've all been there since I was a freshman. Next year, I'm going to be one of the seniors and I won't have anyone to look up to. I'm still extremely sad that they're leaving TC, and I'm still going to be bawling my eyes out at the concert, but I've begun to look at it as something that isn't the end, but the beginning of something else. I think that traveling choir has affected my life so much, and shaped a part of my personality altogether. It's brought out some of the best things in myself, and taught me how to come out of my shell so much more. It has inspired me to be a better person and be someone that people can look up to. This all may sound very corny, but to me it's one of the greatest experiences of my life. I'll never forget it as long as I live.