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Here it is, finally what seems like a life-time of waiting is about to pay off. I have all the possible options that I could ever dream of right here at my feet. Yet I am scared to death, why is that? It's like this dream that I've always wanted to happen, everything I have dreamed of, so why is it that when your dreams are sitting there staring back at you, you start to freak out? I serisouly just want to scream! I know that I can't though, well I could but whatever. It's not worth sitting here freaking out so that I talk myself out of it. That's something that I would normally do, but not this time. For once in my life I think I'm gonna stand up and take charge and do something that I've always wanted to do no matter what anyone else says. My true friends will still stay with me no matter what and support me, because that is what I would for them. Enough of that.