Tis the Season
It is a week until Christmas.
I am jobless.
I am single.
I have no motivation to create art although i claim to want to be an artist.
I can't buy any presents for my family.
I can't buy any presents for my friends.
I can't buy any presents for anyone of the great people that care about me and have been trying to help me through hard times, the people who really deserve presents.
It is a week until Christmas, and we dont even have a tree yet. the single greatest thing about my holidays is putting up the tree and getting out our hundreds of original orniments and trying desperatly to fit them all on the tree. i guess Snow Cone bear has to stay in the box this year, for the first year since '86 when i got him. (if you know how important that is to me then you love me, or you used to until recently.)
We dont even have a tree.
This is by far the worst Christmas of my 22 years. And nothing short of a bonified Christmas miracle can even come close to changing that.
I am jobless.
I am single.
I have no motivation to create art although i claim to want to be an artist.
I can't buy any presents for my family.
I can't buy any presents for my friends.
I can't buy any presents for anyone of the great people that care about me and have been trying to help me through hard times, the people who really deserve presents.
It is a week until Christmas, and we dont even have a tree yet. the single greatest thing about my holidays is putting up the tree and getting out our hundreds of original orniments and trying desperatly to fit them all on the tree. i guess Snow Cone bear has to stay in the box this year, for the first year since '86 when i got him. (if you know how important that is to me then you love me, or you used to until recently.)
We dont even have a tree.
This is by far the worst Christmas of my 22 years. And nothing short of a bonified Christmas miracle can even come close to changing that.