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where are we?
what the hell is going on?
dust has only just begun to form
crop circles in the carpet.
sinking. feeling.
this is driving me absolutely insane. It is absolutely rediculious how fast friendships fall apart. Nothing even has to happen, and they just break in two like toothpicks. Even the ones that you charished more then life. In retrospect, i should have known it wouldn't have lasted, I should have known that the 1st year residence "drink until we cant swallow anymore" lifestyle would have playd a huge part. i guess i never thought that two people who cared so much about each other could be torn apart during a time where the oppertunities to become closer are significantly greater then usual. this isn't happening. i just cant seem to grasp the fact that the one person who knows me better then anyone on this planet is drifting off the coast. this isn't happening. he makes my complexity seem so simple. this isn't happening. i cant feel a distingishable feeling - but i now it isn't pleasent. this isn't happening. i wont be here tomorrow.
and you don't care a bit.
what the hell is going on?
dust has only just begun to form
crop circles in the carpet.
sinking. feeling.
this is driving me absolutely insane. It is absolutely rediculious how fast friendships fall apart. Nothing even has to happen, and they just break in two like toothpicks. Even the ones that you charished more then life. In retrospect, i should have known it wouldn't have lasted, I should have known that the 1st year residence "drink until we cant swallow anymore" lifestyle would have playd a huge part. i guess i never thought that two people who cared so much about each other could be torn apart during a time where the oppertunities to become closer are significantly greater then usual. this isn't happening. i just cant seem to grasp the fact that the one person who knows me better then anyone on this planet is drifting off the coast. this isn't happening. he makes my complexity seem so simple. this isn't happening. i cant feel a distingishable feeling - but i now it isn't pleasent. this isn't happening. i wont be here tomorrow.
and you don't care a bit.