-giant flying love whammy-

[rubaiyat_x]

here comes the deconstruction
seething bubbling intolerable paste
there goes the faith
....devilishly puritan

but

vexed perplexed and non-admonished
i crawl
and break (a few things)--
these peiced reassembled!!!
only in shape foriegn
however all too familiar

...so i went to sleep
seeking to wake from a dream
any of it really
any of it

it's not the awakening that's the hardest
it's the confusion throwing contusions to and fro

but there was a smile
if not by me

so i'm awake now
stubling down the hall in the dark looking for the bathroom lightswitch

i can sleep now
if only searching for the clarity
that seemed to come at the end....

only i wasn't the one that came-

which makes me smile.

[fade out]