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[rubadubdub13]

ha this is great...
the last time I posted
I was excited and happy
-now-
I'd have to say the most
depressed I've ever been.

~Lost a best friend
~Have a blood disease that
scares the living shit out
of me
~Lost someone that I thought
loved me
~have shit grades
~have a shit life

(waiting for life to end)

plz dont give me sympathy
its my fault

<3

Comments

[sprinklesontop_]

im sorry you feel so shitty tiff. So do I. It might just be that time of year for everything to suck.

[rubadubdub13]

yea... unfortunetly

[bloodyhell07]

Think of what you have not what you lost!! i know its hard but just take a minute to take umm in
+Friends that love you
+Lots more time to party
+oppertunity for drunken hook ups
+Not worriein what hes thinking
+Found your true friends
+You Have Me!!
...
I love you more then anything your my bestfriend and i dont care how long it takes for you to feel better but i am right here for you!! if you want to watch movies all night and eat cookies and ice cream we'll do it. if you want to go out get drunk and find a cute boy to cuddle with..or more... we'll do it!! What ever you want!!

I LOVE YOU!!

[rubadubdub13]

awe Kristen I love you. I may not act like it but the things you say to me really do cheer me up. But heres a good note... I woke up this morning feeling a lot better. I know I really miss Brett, and it's going to take a long time to finally get over him, but I don't want to sit around waiting, it's time to move on. It was his choice, not mine. When he finally realizes what he's missing it may be too late but I'm not waiting for him. All the drunken opportunities here I come!!! love u!

[anonymous]

you will get over it!

[rubadubdub13]

who are u? and im sry but its kinda hard to just get over shit like this... especially a disease, yeah ill just forget i have it right, when it basically screws up my future of having a family. oh yeah and getting over a best friend, thats real easy right. if you dont know what a best friend is, its someone whos there for you when ever you need them, someone that you told all ur secrets, someone you put trust in and they turn around and say "lets act like we never knew each other"

[anonymous]

well oblivilously you cant get over your disease but hey everyone has some sort of disease. yes i know what a best friend is also i thank god i have mine well enough about me. well i have no clue why you arnt friends that that he/she bestfreind human but oblibilously she/he doesnt know what to do or just wants to get over being your freind

[rubadubdub13]

who are you?