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[rubadubdub13]

Saturday was the big day.

After work I called him.
He gave me directions to
his house, and I was there
soon after. We went up to
his room and watched How
High and Jackass. It was
freezing in his room and he
had a blanket. He was like
"I know you must be freezing
come share the blanket with
me." So I move closer to him
and share the blanket. To
him it still wasn't good
enough so he said, "Get closer
and keep me warm." So I get
closer to him and he puts his
arm around me. I was in complete
awe. After awhile our butts
started to hurt so we laid down
but were like cuddling. Once
again I was in awe, I felt so
protected, so happy and at the
same time I was having so
much fun. I just can't believe
how much I actually like this
kid.

The next day...
I'm sitting down at dinner,
when I get a phone call from him.
I was so surprised that he was
calling I was kinda nervous but
also excited to answer.

"Hello?"
"Hey"
background noise "you do it, I
can't"
my friend "Hello?"
"Hey, what's goin on?"
"He didn't wanna tell you this
cuz he didn't have the heart, but
he only likes you as a friend"

my heart dropped... I was so
confused. How do you act like
you like someone, but then only
want to be friends, I need an
explanation. Without one I'm
stuck in the state of confusion
and don't know how to react to
any of this.

This is where I fall...
I'm stuck in the friend zone.