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wowsers, it's been a very long time since i've updated so yea, i'm writing something on here. this is more of a personal journal, therefor i will write about things that matter.
that last post, yeah.. grim and i are still together. he tells me he loves me now. strange. it's weird hearing that. i really do care about that guy.
there are a list of people that have drifted in in the past year, and they have made such a difference in my life. i feel as though i have learned so much from them, and about myself. i really want to make a list, but that'd just be snobby.
i think you know who you are. anyone that has effected my life in any shape or form. even for the worse.
i want nothing but the best for everyone of my friends, and i mean that shit. it's so funny how your ex boyfriend can warp into the best friend you'll probably have for the rest of your life OVER JUST A CUP OF COFFEE.
i don't think i ever really knew how much trudy's friendship meant to me til after jeremy died, i couldn't cry. but for some reason when i looked at her from returning with the news, i broke down. just that one look, and i knew that wow, i care abotu this person.
i want to be a better person. i really do. i want to be friends with those who i feel that strange connection with.
you know what would be great as well? IF MY DEAREST FRIENDS WOULD STOP MISUNDERSTANDING ME WHEN I TELL THEM HOW I FEEL ABOUT A CERTAIN SITUATION. you don't bitch at your REAL friends because you're mad.. you bitch at them because you are DISSAPOINTED............ with that said, i guess i know NOW that you must not be one of those real friends.....i guess i misunderstood that.
that last post, yeah.. grim and i are still together. he tells me he loves me now. strange. it's weird hearing that. i really do care about that guy.
there are a list of people that have drifted in in the past year, and they have made such a difference in my life. i feel as though i have learned so much from them, and about myself. i really want to make a list, but that'd just be snobby.
i think you know who you are. anyone that has effected my life in any shape or form. even for the worse.
i want nothing but the best for everyone of my friends, and i mean that shit. it's so funny how your ex boyfriend can warp into the best friend you'll probably have for the rest of your life OVER JUST A CUP OF COFFEE.
i don't think i ever really knew how much trudy's friendship meant to me til after jeremy died, i couldn't cry. but for some reason when i looked at her from returning with the news, i broke down. just that one look, and i knew that wow, i care abotu this person.
i want to be a better person. i really do. i want to be friends with those who i feel that strange connection with.
you know what would be great as well? IF MY DEAREST FRIENDS WOULD STOP MISUNDERSTANDING ME WHEN I TELL THEM HOW I FEEL ABOUT A CERTAIN SITUATION. you don't bitch at your REAL friends because you're mad.. you bitch at them because you are DISSAPOINTED............ with that said, i guess i know NOW that you must not be one of those real friends.....i guess i misunderstood that.