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[rub_my_lamp]

I feel extremely stressed out right now. I just want to have things figured out.

I'm also really, really pissed and I feel violated in two or three different ways. I really want to stand up for my rights... but I'm scared. I don't want to have to fight for my rights. But the way things are looking, I may have to.

I wish I knew what the hell I was doing...

I also wish I could sleep right now. This sucks.