that is not it, at all

[ruanna]

I think I should get a job. Once I've saved enough money I'll get me a new laptop and be done with it. Olivia (archi classmate) was talking about getting a job in a bakery, or a flower shop. I think I will do something like that. I just want to do a part-time, low effort job. And life will just carry on by. I don't know, at this moment in time i am content to do nothing and let things be. To live from day to day, to do something absolutely menial and mindless at work just to earn the cash for it. I am feeling slightly bereft. Like someone opened up my toe and drained the energy out of me.

Tell me what I should work as!