anticipation
In a few days I will be heading to see my lovely lady and the anticipation is both exhilarating and painful. The joy at knowing soon we won't have to deal with the filter of miles between and merely our minds interacting is balanced by the fact that I am not there yet! Soon, but not yet , is an evil phrase, filled with unfulfilled promise. I imagine that the fulfillment is going to exceed the anticipation in ways we cant yet grasp. The first glance, followed by the first touch, and then the full gamut of our meshing and bonding, fighting and surrendering,holding and being held.
Soon, but not yet.
Soon, but not yet.