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[ruahdms]

Body mind heart soul wisdom
Embodied equals life
Disembodied equals death
I come closer to death every day
One more day without touch
Killing me slowly.

I was once
an extrovert
life of the party
Now I find myself
Sitting back, quietly
watching, waiting,
feeling alone, mostly
finding a place of divergence
withing lots of places of commonality.

Some people think
quiet me is good
Not so intense
Gives others a chance.

Suzie B. might say
Take your chances or lose them.
Don't wait around for others
You'll wait forever

How does a freak
not be a freak anymore?
Shed your skin, begin again?
Lose your stripes
Lose your life?
Baptism. Rebirth. Phoenix.
I don't want this cross.

More movement
Torso, Hips
Bring the arms and hands in
closer.

But I don't know how to move that
There's no feeling there
And you know it
But try desperately to regenerate

You should be careful
you cruel master
You know exactly what you're doing
And you go there boldly

How much I depend on you
scares me, and I try
to not get so close
But you let me anyway
I wonder why
And wonder how you can be
so comfortable with it
It really is unique
and its all about flow

Flow is about touch
and love
and the mandorla
where two become
three in one