It's me and you, now I've been waiting...
SOOOOO...an update is probably due, since things have started getting interesting... I know at least a few people out there have heard that I broke my promise to myself...but I have to say it's a good thing. Not only did I hook up with an Ossining boy, I'm now the girlfriend of an Ossining boy. In all honesty, I should have seen it coming, since we did kinda have a thing last year before I had one of my famous freak-outs, but I guess neither of us really gave up our feelings all the way. We were hanging out A LOT at the beginning of this summer, and he is definitely one of the very few people in this world that I would trust with my life and everything in it. I know that he is someone who won't turn on me later on and make me miserable, the way so many other guys have. While the idea of being in a relationship kinda does scare me a bit after my last few experiences, I think he's the right one to take a chance with. I totally and completely trust him, which is unusual for me. I think he's going to be amazing for me, and I'm really happy that I have a second chance after last summer to see how things go. Jon, you're the best, and I adore you! lol...so yeah, that's a good thing, and hopefully it will only get better from here.
In other news, Things could get complicated in August, becuase I got an email from the Irish boy saying that he and 2 friends are coming to visit. Oh man. I actually am really excited to see him, but I think that I have finally gotten over him...well, as much as anyone can get over a first love...meaning that I don't have the same feelings that I used to, but I do still have a very special place for him in my heart. He's an awesome guy that just never really worked out for me, so we're still obviously on good terms...i just can't be in something with someone 3000 miles away, especially when we're both so busy that we don't hear from each other for months. That's why I think my feelings faded the way they did, but I do still want to see him a lot. I told him about Jon in my last email, so hopefully the disaster I went through when I went to see him last year won't be repeated here. For those of you who missed that mess, I went there expecting to have an amazing time with the guy I loved, only to be surprised that he had a girlfriend over there that he never told me about. I know how hard it would have been to tell me that, but the shock and betrayal were definitely not so much fun, and I would have liked to have known about it beforehand...which is why I said something to him so he doesn't have the same problem. I've invited him and his friends (both of whom are awesome too) to stay with us and/or come over for meals, so it should be fun. I do miss having him as an important friend, so it'll be nice to catch up on things.
Other than that, things are still busy with 2 jobs. I sometimes work full 12 hour days, which can be murder, but I really like the work. Both jobs are really different, but really fun. Last night, they taught me how to work the register at Victoria's Secret, and it was really fun. I hope they put me there more often, since it makes the time fly and it's really more fun than working non the floor folding underwear. I can also open credit cards for people, and the more cards I open, the better chance I have of transferring to the store down by school when the time comes.
I guess that's all for now...Jon's coming over to watch a movie, then I'm going to work, then it's party time with the crew, which should be fun. Tomorrow's open so far, so we'll see what happens then. I really like the way this summer is going, and I'm starting to dread going back to school...it's coming up way too soon...
In other news, Things could get complicated in August, becuase I got an email from the Irish boy saying that he and 2 friends are coming to visit. Oh man. I actually am really excited to see him, but I think that I have finally gotten over him...well, as much as anyone can get over a first love...meaning that I don't have the same feelings that I used to, but I do still have a very special place for him in my heart. He's an awesome guy that just never really worked out for me, so we're still obviously on good terms...i just can't be in something with someone 3000 miles away, especially when we're both so busy that we don't hear from each other for months. That's why I think my feelings faded the way they did, but I do still want to see him a lot. I told him about Jon in my last email, so hopefully the disaster I went through when I went to see him last year won't be repeated here. For those of you who missed that mess, I went there expecting to have an amazing time with the guy I loved, only to be surprised that he had a girlfriend over there that he never told me about. I know how hard it would have been to tell me that, but the shock and betrayal were definitely not so much fun, and I would have liked to have known about it beforehand...which is why I said something to him so he doesn't have the same problem. I've invited him and his friends (both of whom are awesome too) to stay with us and/or come over for meals, so it should be fun. I do miss having him as an important friend, so it'll be nice to catch up on things.
Other than that, things are still busy with 2 jobs. I sometimes work full 12 hour days, which can be murder, but I really like the work. Both jobs are really different, but really fun. Last night, they taught me how to work the register at Victoria's Secret, and it was really fun. I hope they put me there more often, since it makes the time fly and it's really more fun than working non the floor folding underwear. I can also open credit cards for people, and the more cards I open, the better chance I have of transferring to the store down by school when the time comes.
I guess that's all for now...Jon's coming over to watch a movie, then I'm going to work, then it's party time with the crew, which should be fun. Tomorrow's open so far, so we'll see what happens then. I really like the way this summer is going, and I'm starting to dread going back to school...it's coming up way too soon...