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So, I decided that I am staying for sure.
I just can't keep putting myself in a situation to get hurt like I have been doing.
It just sucks because I feel like I am losing the big brother I wanted all my life.
All I wanted to do for the last couple of years was to move out and live with my brother and be free, but that's not happening now.
It sucks but I guess it's for the better.