my break so far...
Okay...so i have to check out rooms before i can leave Radford at about 5:30pm...
then as I am driving I run into traffic for 20 miles...it took me 2 hours to go 20 miles...wtf
thus began the 5 hour drive to Skyline drive, where I was pulled over by a park ranger...who said i was going 50 in a 35 (ummm...i don't think so...especially when the jerk was on my ass for 5 miles and when i started to go down a hill he flips on his lights...)...then i get to the cabin where mom and dad are waiting (but first I got lost in the dark)...i wake up in the middle of the night with a REALLY HIGH fever...i tell mom i think its another kidney infection...so she wants to take me to the hospital...it was 4am...so we get to Fauquier hospital at 5:30...i get diagnosed with a kidney infection (i'm good, huh?) and we are off to get my prescription filled and then back to home in the Pepper...
So i watch tv with mom for a while, then crawl into mom and dad's bed and fall asleep until about 3pm...
mom went back to the mountains to be with dad, Alison, and Sarah. so here i am...alone at home...with nothing much to eat...and no one to talk to...
and i am hating this whole being single thing...
So michael and I broke up about a month and half to two months ago...hes a jerk...since we have been broken up he has made out with 4 girls...completely sober...and when I get drunk with my friends and play a kissing game (i.e. make out with all the drunk people and get Phi Sigma Pi points --total...5 people...6 points...), apparently i am a slut...i'm over it...but at the same time I am completely lost without him...or at least someone to be with all the time. I spent TWO years of my life with him...every day...talking on the phone every night...doing everything together and making sure whatever we did was okay with the other...
I am feeling so lonely. I feel like i am alone. but there is someone new...not necessarily reciprocating the feelings i have, but he is a refreshing change from loneliness...and maybe it will turn into more...
the best thing about being single though...oh man...i have never done so many things that i have wanted to do in such a short amount of time...making out with people (because i am completely trashed...HA)...getting COMPLETELY TRASHED (HA)...smoking...wearing VERY low cut outfits...i am letting loose...and i feel like a freshman, but man...i wasn't allowed to do these things before...and i am enjoying it...but it is a very lonely freedom...
then as I am driving I run into traffic for 20 miles...it took me 2 hours to go 20 miles...wtf
thus began the 5 hour drive to Skyline drive, where I was pulled over by a park ranger...who said i was going 50 in a 35 (ummm...i don't think so...especially when the jerk was on my ass for 5 miles and when i started to go down a hill he flips on his lights...)...then i get to the cabin where mom and dad are waiting (but first I got lost in the dark)...i wake up in the middle of the night with a REALLY HIGH fever...i tell mom i think its another kidney infection...so she wants to take me to the hospital...it was 4am...so we get to Fauquier hospital at 5:30...i get diagnosed with a kidney infection (i'm good, huh?) and we are off to get my prescription filled and then back to home in the Pepper...
So i watch tv with mom for a while, then crawl into mom and dad's bed and fall asleep until about 3pm...
mom went back to the mountains to be with dad, Alison, and Sarah. so here i am...alone at home...with nothing much to eat...and no one to talk to...
and i am hating this whole being single thing...
So michael and I broke up about a month and half to two months ago...hes a jerk...since we have been broken up he has made out with 4 girls...completely sober...and when I get drunk with my friends and play a kissing game (i.e. make out with all the drunk people and get Phi Sigma Pi points --total...5 people...6 points...), apparently i am a slut...i'm over it...but at the same time I am completely lost without him...or at least someone to be with all the time. I spent TWO years of my life with him...every day...talking on the phone every night...doing everything together and making sure whatever we did was okay with the other...
I am feeling so lonely. I feel like i am alone. but there is someone new...not necessarily reciprocating the feelings i have, but he is a refreshing change from loneliness...and maybe it will turn into more...
the best thing about being single though...oh man...i have never done so many things that i have wanted to do in such a short amount of time...making out with people (because i am completely trashed...HA)...getting COMPLETELY TRASHED (HA)...smoking...wearing VERY low cut outfits...i am letting loose...and i feel like a freshman, but man...i wasn't allowed to do these things before...and i am enjoying it...but it is a very lonely freedom...