weird.... maybe?
so, about 80-85% of my life is pretty shitty right now. that's a pretty big number. from my life's experience, most people would crack under a situation like this. and for some reason i haven't. i dunno how that's possible really. like i've always been ok with dealing with stress and such, but even i know that i should probably be panicking right now. but then i think about the other 15-20% of my life... that's pretty amazing. me and my friends still manage to crack eachother up everyday, i have an amazingly awesome girlfriend... maybe that's all you really need in life to be happy. good company. it may not solve all the other BS that i have going on right now, but it makes it a lot easier to get through.