peanut butter sandwiches.
some people are put in your life for a specific purpose. you cant always say why, but you have moments when they just do something little to take care of you. gina knew that i wouldnt eat for 9 hours before our workout, so she left me a sandwich in my locker. she didnt have to. i didnt ask her to. she just did. that baffles me.
im waiting for things to get easier, im waiting for things to nicely tie up, and resolve. as im learning, those are things that have not been promised to me. so be it if life is a constant state of obstacles, im losing my energy to tackle them.
this team seems to be fallin apart. amy is freaking out about leadership, although we have never been given a chance to lead, theres still 8 months till season, so we can develop. she has already sort of bailed, or at least convinced me that she doesnt care much about next year, some of us found out she applied for other head coaching jobs. leave, i dont care. just dont lie to us and pretend you want to be here forever. i hate when people's word doesnt mean anything. its too common now.
im having breakfast with alecia tomorrow. and im nervous, because i dont know her that well, but thats why we are hanging out. again, i do not possess the gift of instantaneous friendship, so the beginning of things is hard.
what would i give to see matt. im so lame.
im waiting for things to get easier, im waiting for things to nicely tie up, and resolve. as im learning, those are things that have not been promised to me. so be it if life is a constant state of obstacles, im losing my energy to tackle them.
this team seems to be fallin apart. amy is freaking out about leadership, although we have never been given a chance to lead, theres still 8 months till season, so we can develop. she has already sort of bailed, or at least convinced me that she doesnt care much about next year, some of us found out she applied for other head coaching jobs. leave, i dont care. just dont lie to us and pretend you want to be here forever. i hate when people's word doesnt mean anything. its too common now.
im having breakfast with alecia tomorrow. and im nervous, because i dont know her that well, but thats why we are hanging out. again, i do not possess the gift of instantaneous friendship, so the beginning of things is hard.
what would i give to see matt. im so lame.