May 02, 2005 22:30
hmm im home early yet again? it seems like a trend lately. i dont know i just dont know what to do sometimes so i just come home. i dont really mind being home anymore.
idk i just miss certain people. its crazy people always want things that are bad for them or that they cant have. i know i miss certain people in my life that i really shouldnt because of obvious reasons. i dont know i guess its the same for everyone.
i have been very mellow lately and i dont know im in a battle with myself over alot of things. havent been taking my medicine as much, im sure thats a factor. i think i have been subdued and exhausted.
i cant wait for school to end, only 3 more weeks
blah, blah, blah yes that is how i have been feeling as of late, just a blah