you always find a way....
haha, yeah so much for writing in this "regularly".
anyways....life. it's good, as usual. can't really complain. just trying to make a couple decisions for the next school year. 99% sure i'm transferring. VCU or Bons Secours. I think i'm gonna live at home for a year, save some money and get an apt. i wanna get a steady, "real paying" job, probably dispatching. i've wanted to do that forever, just have never been in the right situation to pursue it. so i'll probably go to school, dispatch and live at home. woo. exciting ;)this is of course, everything works out... you know me, and it's only monday. haha. i'll have to let you know for sure on that.
it's not that longwood in itself isnt a good school, i mean i love it here and all, but there's just something missing. i'm at home a lot. not really because i WANT to be, but because i HAVE to be. and it would be dumb to keep doing it. i have so much that i'm involved in back home that its difficult to just break away from it completely. and besides, all my real, "true" friends are either back home or away at a different college. haha. i don't really have any "best friends" here with the exception of my roommates (given that they're not mad at me), and a select few from the rescue squad. i don't really have time to go out and make friends. im not interested in joining a sorority, hate frat parties, and im not around enough to get a job. haha. soooo yeah. the only time i ever really relax and enjoy myself with friends is mostly when i'm at home. and it's probably easier on my parents not to have to pay room and board and meal plans (that i have yet to use this semester, yuck) and other shit. so inevidebly, i'll be happier, more involved in stuff i enjoy, with the PEOPLE i enjoy, and saving money. sounds like a plan. :)
is it bad that the only time i'm happy here, is in class?? hahaha. never thought i'd EVER say that. my roommates hate that i'm gone so much, and when i'm here, it shows. but what can i do? ya know, take it or leave it. and for those of you that support me in everything i do, and tell me it's gonna be ok, thank you so much. sometimes i need to hear that to reassure myself that its OKAY to be happy. haha. and i drive SO much. and i LOVVVE driving, but the whole longwood<--->goochland scenic route is getting boring. haha, if you could only imagine. i think i've sped around every curve going 70mph at least once just to make sure i'm still awake. as soon is it gets warmer, im gonna drive to the beach for a day. that should be fun. :)
but yeah, i think i'll shut up now caus i've been rambling, as usual. it just feels good to get it out sometimes. so there. i'm refreshed. and now i have to go to computer science....blahhhh. haha oh well! im almost done for the day. syke.
<33333333ashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
And it's you and me, and all of the people, and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.... ;)
anyways....life. it's good, as usual. can't really complain. just trying to make a couple decisions for the next school year. 99% sure i'm transferring. VCU or Bons Secours. I think i'm gonna live at home for a year, save some money and get an apt. i wanna get a steady, "real paying" job, probably dispatching. i've wanted to do that forever, just have never been in the right situation to pursue it. so i'll probably go to school, dispatch and live at home. woo. exciting ;)this is of course, everything works out... you know me, and it's only monday. haha. i'll have to let you know for sure on that.
it's not that longwood in itself isnt a good school, i mean i love it here and all, but there's just something missing. i'm at home a lot. not really because i WANT to be, but because i HAVE to be. and it would be dumb to keep doing it. i have so much that i'm involved in back home that its difficult to just break away from it completely. and besides, all my real, "true" friends are either back home or away at a different college. haha. i don't really have any "best friends" here with the exception of my roommates (given that they're not mad at me), and a select few from the rescue squad. i don't really have time to go out and make friends. im not interested in joining a sorority, hate frat parties, and im not around enough to get a job. haha. soooo yeah. the only time i ever really relax and enjoy myself with friends is mostly when i'm at home. and it's probably easier on my parents not to have to pay room and board and meal plans (that i have yet to use this semester, yuck) and other shit. so inevidebly, i'll be happier, more involved in stuff i enjoy, with the PEOPLE i enjoy, and saving money. sounds like a plan. :)
is it bad that the only time i'm happy here, is in class?? hahaha. never thought i'd EVER say that. my roommates hate that i'm gone so much, and when i'm here, it shows. but what can i do? ya know, take it or leave it. and for those of you that support me in everything i do, and tell me it's gonna be ok, thank you so much. sometimes i need to hear that to reassure myself that its OKAY to be happy. haha. and i drive SO much. and i LOVVVE driving, but the whole longwood<--->goochland scenic route is getting boring. haha, if you could only imagine. i think i've sped around every curve going 70mph at least once just to make sure i'm still awake. as soon is it gets warmer, im gonna drive to the beach for a day. that should be fun. :)
but yeah, i think i'll shut up now caus i've been rambling, as usual. it just feels good to get it out sometimes. so there. i'm refreshed. and now i have to go to computer science....blahhhh. haha oh well! im almost done for the day. syke.
<33333333ashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
And it's you and me, and all of the people, and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.... ;)