Nov 29, 2006 19:05
Some days do you ever just stop, take a look at the way you've been living your life (or the way you've been letting life lead you rather) and think
OH
MY
GOD?
It's embarassing sometimes to stop and look and really SEE the person that you've been. Even if the life you have been leading and the actions that you have been taking (or laking to take) are fulfilling some need, it doesn't mean that it's the right way. This in regards to so many aspects of my life. Sometimes you don't even realize that you are in a rut, or just leading your life in a way that doesn't make you proud, until you take a moment. It took me talking to two very good friends; unexpectly, to realize that I needed to get back on track. And before I even realized that anything was 'off' one of them told me what it was. No matter how well we think we know ourselves, things are just so much more clear from the outside.