interesting weekend
I got to hang out with Aleks this past friday/saturday morning. I had a lot of fun hanging out with her and I hope she did as well. But we sure did a lot of driving! hehe. I met up with her and her friends at a restaurant then we headed to the mall where we hung out for a while then went to her house to watch 'fight club.' We then headed over to Alec's house, whom I had just met that night. He is a pretty cool guy and a great musician. A lot of stuff happened over at his house. Things seemed to go downhill from there. I feel I am responsible for a few of things that happened this weekend, most importantly to one person in particular. Almost got in a fight with a friend, gave the wrong impression of me to another friend, got another in trouble the next day, I'm pretty sure. I feel it is somehow my fault and I feel really bad about those things that happened to them. I was also judged very poorly and talked about behind my back to his friend(s) about me (which were mostly lies). I thought this person was my friend but obviously I am a 'fucked up' person to him. I know I can't change what people think of me, whether it's true or not, but I wish they would just attempt to find the truth instead of just judging on emotions. I think I won't be able to come up there for a long time, if ever. I'm sure no one up there wants to see me right now. I wish, for once, I could have friends without screwing things up...