so much to think about...
First off...my chest pains are coming back. And they hurt so bad. By the time I got around to asking my boss if I could go home I had to stop periodically to catch my breath. I wish I could get better...I feel like I wanna die...anything to take this pain away. =(
I want to get over her so bad. True, she is an awesome girl. But maybe she's not the awesome girl for ME. When I think about the things that she does or happen it makes me think, "why is it that I want to be with her so much?" Not necessarily big things...just the little things...but in actuality they become big things over time. Sometimes I feel so wanted and sometimes I feel like she has forgotten I exist. I need to talk to her sometime about all this...if I can even freakin' get a hold of her...
Yes, it will be difficult to do but I feel I must end this before it goes on too far and her, me, or both of us get hurt. It's like a tease...so close yet I can't have it. It hurts...but life goes on and I hope this goes well. *sigh*
Guys: grow up. We're not in middle school anymore. Find some other way to have fun other than your recent methods.
I can't wait to move into a house...that'll be awesome!
I hope when all this is over and everything is worked out I can feel relieved and satisfied, not regretful. Maybe the next time around I find the right one...
until then...to be continued
I want to get over her so bad. True, she is an awesome girl. But maybe she's not the awesome girl for ME. When I think about the things that she does or happen it makes me think, "why is it that I want to be with her so much?" Not necessarily big things...just the little things...but in actuality they become big things over time. Sometimes I feel so wanted and sometimes I feel like she has forgotten I exist. I need to talk to her sometime about all this...if I can even freakin' get a hold of her...
Yes, it will be difficult to do but I feel I must end this before it goes on too far and her, me, or both of us get hurt. It's like a tease...so close yet I can't have it. It hurts...but life goes on and I hope this goes well. *sigh*
Guys: grow up. We're not in middle school anymore. Find some other way to have fun other than your recent methods.
I can't wait to move into a house...that'll be awesome!
I hope when all this is over and everything is worked out I can feel relieved and satisfied, not regretful. Maybe the next time around I find the right one...
until then...to be continued