"just do it. come on you only live once. i'm scared but who cares just do it. whats there to loose?"
hi.
long time since i last updated.
i'm not gonna get into details what i have done for the last like 3 weeks because it's soo much but i have done the usual.. chilled, worked, shopped.
this summer though has been terrible. like worest summer yet.
i have had some good times don't get me wrong buut yeah. this town is just so boring. and i mean as always i have tried new things and learned things so it's not all bad.
school can't come soon enough. i don't know my room-mate still suucks. i hope they contact me soon with it. i leave offically august 24th that night, i start classes the 29th. although i want school to come like now i still have soo much to do before i go. it's so overwhelming.
i get all 4 of my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. i'm not reeally scared because they hurt so much i just want them out. i'm sick of the headaches & the pain in my jaw, so i guess i'm actually kinda glad. but scared still at the same time because of the numbness and being in pain. annd i'm pretty pumped i can sleep all dayy tomorrow.
i hate being like this.. like when you have to figure stuff out or you're just not that happy. and no matter how i say i can't wait to go away to school, everything will come with me and be the same way when i get there. annd it won't get better unless i talk about it buut i'd rather not bring it up for a long time and even then i won't be happy because you didn't pull through, like you said you would.
oh well what can ya do.
meg leaves early saturday morning :(.
i'll update more when i get the chance.
laterrr.
long time since i last updated.
i'm not gonna get into details what i have done for the last like 3 weeks because it's soo much but i have done the usual.. chilled, worked, shopped.
this summer though has been terrible. like worest summer yet.
i have had some good times don't get me wrong buut yeah. this town is just so boring. and i mean as always i have tried new things and learned things so it's not all bad.
school can't come soon enough. i don't know my room-mate still suucks. i hope they contact me soon with it. i leave offically august 24th that night, i start classes the 29th. although i want school to come like now i still have soo much to do before i go. it's so overwhelming.
i get all 4 of my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. i'm not reeally scared because they hurt so much i just want them out. i'm sick of the headaches & the pain in my jaw, so i guess i'm actually kinda glad. but scared still at the same time because of the numbness and being in pain. annd i'm pretty pumped i can sleep all dayy tomorrow.
i hate being like this.. like when you have to figure stuff out or you're just not that happy. and no matter how i say i can't wait to go away to school, everything will come with me and be the same way when i get there. annd it won't get better unless i talk about it buut i'd rather not bring it up for a long time and even then i won't be happy because you didn't pull through, like you said you would.
oh well what can ya do.
meg leaves early saturday morning :(.
i'll update more when i get the chance.
laterrr.