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hmm...
i wish it got dark earlier so we could look at the stars and think of nothing and be ourselves for one shining moment.
i feel a certain greatness approaching. i just wish i knew a little more about what it will entail.
i want to feel his heart beat and just be silent and listen and clear my head and know...KNOW its not a dream.
and i know he will never hurt me on purpose.
only good can come from this.
my heart needs some attention and perhaps he's the one to give it?
i know i could learn to trust again if he taught me how.
if i can get through kill bill with him...
i couldnt watch it with nick and i thought nick equated god.
so we'll see.
i want to feel infinite and not be alone and share something perfect with someone that wont turn sour before we're both ready for it to.
<3 maybe one day i'll figure it all out.
i wish it got dark earlier so we could look at the stars and think of nothing and be ourselves for one shining moment.
i feel a certain greatness approaching. i just wish i knew a little more about what it will entail.
i want to feel his heart beat and just be silent and listen and clear my head and know...KNOW its not a dream.
and i know he will never hurt me on purpose.
only good can come from this.
my heart needs some attention and perhaps he's the one to give it?
i know i could learn to trust again if he taught me how.
if i can get through kill bill with him...
i couldnt watch it with nick and i thought nick equated god.
so we'll see.
i want to feel infinite and not be alone and share something perfect with someone that wont turn sour before we're both ready for it to.
<3 maybe one day i'll figure it all out.