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This week has been crazy busy.
Monday I skipped out on a friends birthday due to extenuating circumstances, which I think she understands, but I had a friend over late into the night.
Tuesday I had a first date with this guy, he took me to Olive Garden then we just kind of chilled watched the presendential election and watched the pistons game, amoung other things. It was nice (yes that is all I am going to say)!!!
Wednesday I went to the bar as becoming a usual thing on Wednesdays but then I went home with a guy, yes a guy I already new so don't become anxious. We just watched a movie like old times, late into the night.
Thursday I finally got to rest and I am feeling much better because of it. I also had to make Jello Shots for my party tonight so I got that done.
Tonight is the long awaited softball party, I am going to get sooo trashed but it should be lots of fun.
Now about my first date, his name is Andy and I played softball all summer with him. It is funny b/c although I knew him over the summer I would have never guess that I would date him. I was with someone over the summer and I don't know his situation but I guess things worked out for us to go out. I think we both had a good time on Tuesday and I will see him again tonight at the softball party. Who knows what will happen, I am kind of just going with the flow.
On top of all this, there are a couple other guys that I could be interested in. Maybe this makes me sound shallow but I don't want to pick just one right now, is that okay. I just got out of a serious relationship and I don't want another one right now, mostly for the reason that I don't want to get hurt like that again for a while. I am not going to be a girl who sleeps with anyone and everyone so don't worry about that, I have no desire for that kind of fling, I just don't seeing the point in tieing myself down when I don't see myself being able to love someone other than Adam right now, I am sure that will all change and when It does I guess then I will be ready. I am not saying I am not over him, because I am on my way to being over it and him. But I also know that my Love for him was real and not easily shaken.
I guess these are just the many thoughts on my brain today, I am sure they will all be different tomorrow depending on my mood. Does anyone elses feelings change so frequently? Sometimes I feel as if I am on a rollercoaster with all the highs and lows of life.<
Monday I skipped out on a friends birthday due to extenuating circumstances, which I think she understands, but I had a friend over late into the night.
Tuesday I had a first date with this guy, he took me to Olive Garden then we just kind of chilled watched the presendential election and watched the pistons game, amoung other things. It was nice (yes that is all I am going to say)!!!
Wednesday I went to the bar as becoming a usual thing on Wednesdays but then I went home with a guy, yes a guy I already new so don't become anxious. We just watched a movie like old times, late into the night.
Thursday I finally got to rest and I am feeling much better because of it. I also had to make Jello Shots for my party tonight so I got that done.
Tonight is the long awaited softball party, I am going to get sooo trashed but it should be lots of fun.
Now about my first date, his name is Andy and I played softball all summer with him. It is funny b/c although I knew him over the summer I would have never guess that I would date him. I was with someone over the summer and I don't know his situation but I guess things worked out for us to go out. I think we both had a good time on Tuesday and I will see him again tonight at the softball party. Who knows what will happen, I am kind of just going with the flow.
On top of all this, there are a couple other guys that I could be interested in. Maybe this makes me sound shallow but I don't want to pick just one right now, is that okay. I just got out of a serious relationship and I don't want another one right now, mostly for the reason that I don't want to get hurt like that again for a while. I am not going to be a girl who sleeps with anyone and everyone so don't worry about that, I have no desire for that kind of fling, I just don't seeing the point in tieing myself down when I don't see myself being able to love someone other than Adam right now, I am sure that will all change and when It does I guess then I will be ready. I am not saying I am not over him, because I am on my way to being over it and him. But I also know that my Love for him was real and not easily shaken.
I guess these are just the many thoughts on my brain today, I am sure they will all be different tomorrow depending on my mood. Does anyone elses feelings change so frequently? Sometimes I feel as if I am on a rollercoaster with all the highs and lows of life.<