Jul 07, 2001 12:06
Serious spoilers for The Fast and the Furious. Don't read it if you don't want to know.
Jesse was ADD. When he told me that, I found out what it meant, how to help him. He wasn't the only one who could use a computer. I read up on it. I read about Ritalin, and how it has some of the same effects as nicotine and cocaine, how it can dull that brilliance he exuded. If it would have helped, I would have paid for it, even before we started taking the trucks. I would have found the money somewhere. But it wouldn't have helped. It would have changed him, made him someone else.
He said engines calmed him, so I let him loose in my garage. I let him tinker and learn to his heart's content. I bought him the best computer money could buy, and the car software to match.
I found another way to calm him down, at least for a little while. I took him to my bed. Mia would go down on him while I fucked him, long and slow, until he was begging to come. I could look over his shoulder and down into her eyes. I would let him come when he was twisting and writhing. I would come. Then I would pull him back into my lap and against my chest, and we would watch Mia make herself come. She always let Jesse lick her fingers.
He would sleep then, a few hours of deep, restful sleep, while we held him snugly between our bodies. The calm would last a few hours, a day, and then his hyperactive energy would take over again.
I was all he had, and I let him die.
fic: fictional person slash,
i heart vin diesel,
dom/jesse/mia,
the fast and the furious,
fic: slash,
fic by me