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My mom flies in tonight. Her coming draws to a close a crazy time I've had this summer in Florida. I wish I had something more to say. I don't know whether to be happy or sad to be leaving. At this moment I'm just confused.
My mom meets Jon tonight. He is coming to the airport with me. Since I've not mentioned Jon before in my lj, here is a quick rundown. Jon works at Wycliffe. Currently he is the writing facilitator, but he just found out that he got accepted for the job he applied for working in the e-media area of communications. He is 29. He is one of the many people that I hung out with all summer on top of working 40 hours a week around him. I've greatly enjoyed my time with him, but have no idea how we will leave things. Would it be better to leave florida with no commitment, as we originally agreed upon. Or could we make some sort of long distance relationship work. Would I even want to try to make some sort of long distance thing work...I feel like I've gotten a taste of that and am not fond of it. I'm not sure what to do, however, my instinct say to run away...far away from dating and boys and everything that distracts me from my true calling...
For all ya'll at JBU, I'm going to be in town September 1st and 2nd. I would love to see you!