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so uni is a biiiigggg long journey huh, and i am only a semester into it and thinking in my head, could i really do this as a career???
and i hate that fact..the idea that you set yourself to do something and discover it may not be the thing you want, but there isnt anything else you feel you CAN do, so do you just stick at it? live the life you have as you have thought about for a long time?
i think i am lacking in the creative and the creative expression right now. i feel bad, i got a new camera and i havent used it. i have a NEW camera that is sitting there alone loaded to go and it is being wasted. why dont i have more time in my life? why do we need to eat sleep and procrastinate? and that the real killer! procrastination, it just slowly sneaks up on you.....your working away and something catches your eye, then you look into it, you keep going tunneling further and further until you look back and realise you ahve no idea where you are now, and thats the worst part. it means you have to actually go back to it and actually start work again.
urgh
what is happening in this world? i feel so detached!!!! =/
and i hate that fact..the idea that you set yourself to do something and discover it may not be the thing you want, but there isnt anything else you feel you CAN do, so do you just stick at it? live the life you have as you have thought about for a long time?
i think i am lacking in the creative and the creative expression right now. i feel bad, i got a new camera and i havent used it. i have a NEW camera that is sitting there alone loaded to go and it is being wasted. why dont i have more time in my life? why do we need to eat sleep and procrastinate? and that the real killer! procrastination, it just slowly sneaks up on you.....your working away and something catches your eye, then you look into it, you keep going tunneling further and further until you look back and realise you ahve no idea where you are now, and thats the worst part. it means you have to actually go back to it and actually start work again.
urgh
what is happening in this world? i feel so detached!!!! =/