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"my life sucks".. mm im gunna miss that <3
..im sorry everyone for everything, and how i always ruin everything. buttt now theres nothing to ruin, im good and yaddy yadda, everythings fine. im only freaking out on the little things i swear to god, i want my new car, last night sucked, but it was fun, i love monqiue and alison, like alison so my sister its crazy and diana and erica and tim were talking oh yah they were so maybe they are cool, but i dont like freaking out how i do.. why do i do it? ill tell u why its because alchohol=gay. yeah i know i say that yet im gunna get drunk again, but people do stupid stuff when they are drunk right? but i mean i do.. yet when im sober i know what i was thinking at the time, so i go back.. and then i get fucked over even more, but i dont care. because you only live once, and your life is yuor life and no one can tell you what to do, and you have a mind of your own and sometimes you just need to make decisions that you make, reguardless of the people around you. which sucks.. but it happens. and i love you all and i hate my life.
..im sorry everyone for everything, and how i always ruin everything. buttt now theres nothing to ruin, im good and yaddy yadda, everythings fine. im only freaking out on the little things i swear to god, i want my new car, last night sucked, but it was fun, i love monqiue and alison, like alison so my sister its crazy and diana and erica and tim were talking oh yah they were so maybe they are cool, but i dont like freaking out how i do.. why do i do it? ill tell u why its because alchohol=gay. yeah i know i say that yet im gunna get drunk again, but people do stupid stuff when they are drunk right? but i mean i do.. yet when im sober i know what i was thinking at the time, so i go back.. and then i get fucked over even more, but i dont care. because you only live once, and your life is yuor life and no one can tell you what to do, and you have a mind of your own and sometimes you just need to make decisions that you make, reguardless of the people around you. which sucks.. but it happens. and i love you all and i hate my life.