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Nov 11, 2007 21:01

I've had one of the best times at a con this weekend......I feel so alone

Why do couples always make me feel bad? I know it's not important to find a girlfriend...and I'm not desperate I actually put a lot of thought into the girls I like, but right now it just seems like I'm alone, and friends don't really help. I realized I have too many friends, and friend trying to make you feel better makes me feel worse at least on-line. I know my friends all mean well....but I have so much platonic Love that it's making me feel horrible. and it was drawn to my attention by someone this weekend that every woman I meet treats me like I'm one of their girlfriends. and it's really bothering to me, except my friendship Carri because I enjoy spending the time with her, that this trend keeps happening...and it because I'm one of the nicest guys that you'll ever meet.

and that's my problem.
I'm so helpful, I'm really polite. I'll try to make you happy because you're not so happy. I carry the weight of other peoples problems on my back and it's made me really unhappy. the biggest conundrum is that I don't know how to change that. all my life I wasn't being a jerk, and I can't be one. not the way that attracts women.

Sure you'll say relationships aren't everything. that's because you're happy were you are right now..I'm not
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