why am I so sad right now
*sigh* I had a whole long journal entry but my wonderful firefox deleted it
another thing to add on top of my...well, my sad times.
Karma doesn't exist, being good doesn't bring good things to you.
and I suck, I guess... why am I nice? why do I try to make everyone around me happy?
I should just give up this whole, I'm a good guy lifestyle, because it's never brought me much happiness. sure maybe a fun time out with friends...that's about it and those only last as long as I've been with them. (ie. not a long lasting happiness) I feel hollow inside, like I'm empty...but I don't know what I'm empty of.
it's 4am, and I have nothing to look forward to today.
another thing to add on top of my...well, my sad times.
Karma doesn't exist, being good doesn't bring good things to you.
and I suck, I guess... why am I nice? why do I try to make everyone around me happy?
I should just give up this whole, I'm a good guy lifestyle, because it's never brought me much happiness. sure maybe a fun time out with friends...that's about it and those only last as long as I've been with them. (ie. not a long lasting happiness) I feel hollow inside, like I'm empty...but I don't know what I'm empty of.
it's 4am, and I have nothing to look forward to today.