new journal new leaf to be turned over.
I feel kinda out of everything, and I really wish that I had a boyfriend. I told my mom today that I thought relationships were
stupid
at this age.
I guess that is the defensive thing to say to try to
fool
yourself.
I dont know. I really need to not be alone, though. I think this whole
situation
is wearing away at my sanity.
two of my favorite people. <3