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wow, really not looking forward to going to work tonight. i never really want to go. drew has a good point, why am i doing something i don't enjoy? i will feel dumb for quitting because i work for Mariott, but i am not reaping any of the benefits right now and i won't until i work full time for them and that won't be until i get out of school. so why not do something i like and enjoy. tomorrow is application day! the quiet flight at citywalk is hiring for full or part time day and night shift. i would have to work the night shift of course. but i think it would be fun to work out at citywalk and hopefully i would get discounts on the clothes from there. i don't know what i want anymore. i know i want to be in hospitality because i like the industry, but i'm not sure if i want to work in hotels or not. maybe the food side. maybe not, i'm just not sure anymore. nevertheless i still want to own my bed and breakfast somewhere out of orlando, but i don't see how that is ever going to happen. the bank won't give you a business loan unless you have experience in whatever kind of business you are opening. well how am i going to get experience working in a bed and breakfast? i really don't want to work in a big coorporation and if that is what it takes, then i can sadly say i won't be doing it. so confused.