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Okay so I have stoped thinking about everthing. I dont care anymore. Im done with all thease bull shit giddy giddy games. Someone who is very important said this to me. "Dont think. Let all of your decisions come from your heart. Do what your heart tells you, cause your mind will argue with it. Your heart will lead you to it." So my heart is doing what makes me happy. And thats being me. The me that I really am. The girl that still tells her horse all her secrets. The girl who feels there is no shame in being who you are for yourself. The girl that I am always going to be. And no one. And I'm talking no one, is going to stop me. I am going to be with him aginst all odds. It doesnt matter who says no. I love him. He is everything I have every wanted. And everything I'll ever need. He is my rock. My soul, my concience, and my phycietrist. He tells me when Im doing something wrong. He is sweet and loving. He is honest and sincere. I love him. He teaches and learns from me. We show respect to one another. He knows what he wants and he knows where hes going. He is firm in his beleifs. He shows no fear and a positve attitude. I love him. He holds me like he never will let go. He kisses me like there is no tomarrow. He tells me what hes thinking. And never lets me down. I love him. And I'll someday, wear his crown. I love him. He is perfect in so many diffrent ways. I know I have hurt him, I know I have made him cry. But I can promise he wolnt do it again. Untill the day I die. Cause everyone makes mistakes and you know that this is true. But I didnt make any mistake by loving you. You tell me I'm your baby girl. And Im telling you that its true. Cause baby. Ill be your baby girl untill the day I stop fearing.