Can anyone tell me who the fuck I offended?! SERIUOSLY!!! Cause IM offended ath your offended.
Alright. So anyways my school is screwed up. People are nuts. Seriously. I got called into the office today for a hour. This is what was talked about
Mr. Baldwin told me that I have to be a positive romodel to the kids in my equine class. That I should wear my polos every day. And that I started a rebellion aginst my teacher. I mean I did but not purposly. My goal wasnt to get everyone to hate him. It was to get someone more qualified for the job. Well Im a person who stands up for what they want. And well I was forced to sit down today. I was told that I have to either sit down and shut up or go back to Monroe. So well. Obviously I shut up cause I love the program I am in.
Then. He brought up diversity. He asked me about my beleifs and why i beleived them.. Well I told him. Im not a racist person. I was raised not to be. I was raised to respect people who respected you. And alot of the people that go to my school are extreamly disrepectfull. So He sat me down and asked me why. And I told him everything I knew. Then he brings up this other girl who by the way is black named Rachel... She is terafied... Cause someone wrote "KILL NIGGERS" on a bathroom wall... So as being the only girl who hangs out with the cowboys I WAS FUCKING BLAMED. Hello. Im not that retarded. I dont want to kill anyone. Black white or green for Gods sake. I have better morals then that and alot more common sense. So they droped that subject.
Then I went back to class and I asked Mrs. Cornwell if from out of the blue she looked at me and at my life and the way i live it... Would she concider me a racist person? She was like well no... And I was like tell me the truth and she kind of shruged. So I was like do people really miss the big picture or what. So some girl from my engish class butts in and is like alot of people have been saing that youve changed cause of Bobby, Alex, and Slinker. Okay Bull shit. The only thing I have done is stoped talking to people who tell me to tell Bobby to keep his mouth closed. Cause I mean seriously. Im holding all this shit in my hands and keeping a stright face. Its rediculous. I take up for him and them boys so much cause everyone likes to make stupid shit up and start roumors... And when someone actually knows the real truth then they can fucking come to me. Cause I am seriously getting sick of being the one in the middle of this. Im not getting kicked out of that school for something that I havent done and NEVER DID. Cause I am not the one making racist comments and im not the one yelling at the queers. I keep my mouth closed and I accept that the socity today is so rediculous that theres nothing i can do about it. So meanwhile Bobby is all lovey and cuddley and IM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON. at least not every minnute of my life. I dont want hugs and kisses and I dont want to be asked questions like "do you love me?..... Promise?" I will express it. DoNT ASK ME. good lord... NOT ONLY THAT but I understand PDA and how it causes alot of contraversy so I attempt not to show it. WELL HES NOT HELPING ME I can just see me getting in so much trouble over all this crap. I havent said or done a damn thing wrong and people need to fucking grow up and get a life cause im littarally sick of it. FUCKING SICK OF IT. Just cause im a "redneck" or a "cowgirl" doesnt mean that I hate life. And people who arnt what I am... Honestly I get along with almost everyone. So I am done. DONE with all this bull shit.
Mr. Baldwin told me that I have to be a positive romodel to the kids in my equine class. That I should wear my polos every day. And that I started a rebellion aginst my teacher. I mean I did but not purposly. My goal wasnt to get everyone to hate him. It was to get someone more qualified for the job. Well Im a person who stands up for what they want. And well I was forced to sit down today. I was told that I have to either sit down and shut up or go back to Monroe. So well. Obviously I shut up cause I love the program I am in.
Then. He brought up diversity. He asked me about my beleifs and why i beleived them.. Well I told him. Im not a racist person. I was raised not to be. I was raised to respect people who respected you. And alot of the people that go to my school are extreamly disrepectfull. So He sat me down and asked me why. And I told him everything I knew. Then he brings up this other girl who by the way is black named Rachel... She is terafied... Cause someone wrote "KILL NIGGERS" on a bathroom wall... So as being the only girl who hangs out with the cowboys I WAS FUCKING BLAMED. Hello. Im not that retarded. I dont want to kill anyone. Black white or green for Gods sake. I have better morals then that and alot more common sense. So they droped that subject.
Then I went back to class and I asked Mrs. Cornwell if from out of the blue she looked at me and at my life and the way i live it... Would she concider me a racist person? She was like well no... And I was like tell me the truth and she kind of shruged. So I was like do people really miss the big picture or what. So some girl from my engish class butts in and is like alot of people have been saing that youve changed cause of Bobby, Alex, and Slinker. Okay Bull shit. The only thing I have done is stoped talking to people who tell me to tell Bobby to keep his mouth closed. Cause I mean seriously. Im holding all this shit in my hands and keeping a stright face. Its rediculous. I take up for him and them boys so much cause everyone likes to make stupid shit up and start roumors... And when someone actually knows the real truth then they can fucking come to me. Cause I am seriously getting sick of being the one in the middle of this. Im not getting kicked out of that school for something that I havent done and NEVER DID. Cause I am not the one making racist comments and im not the one yelling at the queers. I keep my mouth closed and I accept that the socity today is so rediculous that theres nothing i can do about it. So meanwhile Bobby is all lovey and cuddley and IM NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON. at least not every minnute of my life. I dont want hugs and kisses and I dont want to be asked questions like "do you love me?..... Promise?" I will express it. DoNT ASK ME. good lord... NOT ONLY THAT but I understand PDA and how it causes alot of contraversy so I attempt not to show it. WELL HES NOT HELPING ME I can just see me getting in so much trouble over all this crap. I havent said or done a damn thing wrong and people need to fucking grow up and get a life cause im littarally sick of it. FUCKING SICK OF IT. Just cause im a "redneck" or a "cowgirl" doesnt mean that I hate life. And people who arnt what I am... Honestly I get along with almost everyone. So I am done. DONE with all this bull shit.