update
the latest project:
it's quite a bit further along now since i worked on it during independent study today and took the picture yesterday evening.
it's just nice to have a project i'm interested in again.
i'm the only loser who gets excited about a huge shading project. hah.
in other news:
life's been..going. i kept pretty busy all weekend but have still felt down for the past few days. i still miss him a lot, and it still really hurts that he never cared enough to try. but i should be seeing him for the first time in over three weeks on wednesday.
i don't know whether i'm excited or scared. i have a feeling it's not going to be pretty. i'll probably get upset and be awkward. oh well. i'm not staying away from everyone there because of him.
anyway.
my life's lame.
<3R
it's quite a bit further along now since i worked on it during independent study today and took the picture yesterday evening.
it's just nice to have a project i'm interested in again.
i'm the only loser who gets excited about a huge shading project. hah.
in other news:
life's been..going. i kept pretty busy all weekend but have still felt down for the past few days. i still miss him a lot, and it still really hurts that he never cared enough to try. but i should be seeing him for the first time in over three weeks on wednesday.
i don't know whether i'm excited or scared. i have a feeling it's not going to be pretty. i'll probably get upset and be awkward. oh well. i'm not staying away from everyone there because of him.
anyway.
my life's lame.
<3R