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I just..
Why can't things be easy? Why do things like breaking up with your boyfriend have to seem so easy, and even BE easy for a while, and then turn hard? I'm strong, but not that strong.
I know I'm doing what's right, but why does it have to be so painful? I refuse to go back on my choices because I know that this is what I need right now, and it's unfortunate if it's not what he wants, but I can't help it. It's become clear to me that we're looking into two very different directions for the future, and I can't have that.
I'm actually so cried out right now that my head is throbbing and I feel like falling to my doom. Instead, I'll take a tylenol, go to bed, and just hope for dreamless sleep. And pray to God to make things right.
They don't need to be easy, just right.
Why can't things be easy? Why do things like breaking up with your boyfriend have to seem so easy, and even BE easy for a while, and then turn hard? I'm strong, but not that strong.
I know I'm doing what's right, but why does it have to be so painful? I refuse to go back on my choices because I know that this is what I need right now, and it's unfortunate if it's not what he wants, but I can't help it. It's become clear to me that we're looking into two very different directions for the future, and I can't have that.
I'm actually so cried out right now that my head is throbbing and I feel like falling to my doom. Instead, I'll take a tylenol, go to bed, and just hope for dreamless sleep. And pray to God to make things right.
They don't need to be easy, just right.