Nov 02, 2004 20:59
today fucking sucked. my aunts wake tore me apart. i was so close to her and just seeing her laying in her casket was horrible. i cried so much i lost my voice. the worst was when i saw my poppy crying. ive never seen that man cry before, i always looked up to him as this big strong man that would never cry in front of his family bc he had to hold them together. well he was bawling and i lost it. today was my final goodbye to my beautiful aunt carol. * Rest In Peace *