Feb 09, 2006 20:31
ummm so yeah i doubt anyone will read this but yeah, i don't even see why i bother writing in this nemore all i get is the same ppls answer so y do i even bother, i really don't know?
So yes idk why im writing this since tommorrow you will all ask how brooke is with her sad face on and not even saying a word to ne one.....if you even notice im there.....but i wonder many times are you my friend just because im in the group or becuase im ur friend?
but ne ways u will see me tommorrow and u won't hear a cruel joke or something new and clever i have to say, but pure silence nothing else.............
For today my life has sucked more then ne other...... I CRIED.....i know its hard to believe, but yess i not only cried, but i BALLED....more then once...and now suddenly i have figured out that it will never end there is no cure.....not even ONE goshdang cure....
im stuck with this forever and at this great dyer time in life i feel absolutly friend less as if i have hurten everyone so now i should feel the pain....and yess i totally agree....so now i wish i could tell you what im talking about but i guess no one will ever know unless you happen to notice...that brooke was finally silenced....................
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p.s.I LOVE YOU GOAT!
goodbye,
bRoOkE