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When you love someone how is it that you say what it is that you wanted to say, especially when you have the habit of falling for the ones that you know that you can't have. What is it that compels us to say the things that leave us scarred shit less even though for the sake of our own ego we know that we should just keep our traps shut. I guess its just part of being human, but for me its always hit a little closer to home. I don't know about most people, but it takes an act of divine intervention for me to open up about anything, but in this case it just took a little vitamin A. It seems that I still want to open up about anything and everything but I just don't know anymore...you see...I have this really bad habit of always falling for the ones I know that I'd never be able to have. It seems like it just keeps happening over and over again. Every time I find myself in a situation that I know a fairytale ending could never happen I see myself imagining one. The less likely it is to occur the more I imagine it to be so. But then again, what are the words of a drunk. Only random gibberish spilt from an emptiness that I can't explain right now. I don't know, human relationships can be as confusing as hell at times but I don't know. If I had the chance to steal you away I would have done so a hundred times over by now. Wherever you are tonight I just want you to know that I love you and always have.