familiar territory...sxylipsdivaOctober 6 2004, 17:17:51 UTC
I will have to say, I went through five years of just the same, only it was a roller-coaster I shared with another person they seemed to have been doing the same thing to.
I finally had the strength to walk away after the five years of 700 miles, crying, laughing, secret sharing, kissing, self molding, breakfast in bed, Oh, and the sex....too.
Ask yourself? Do you feel worthy of yourself or not? If not, stay...if you think highly of yourself in any way, walk.
Dont keep fooling yourself, b/c in reality, they are making a fool of you for you... Ria~
Re: familiar territory...rpm53846October 7 2004, 11:05:16 UTC
Yes, he is definitely making a fool of me as I am myself. So you have experienced the same thing? I wonder if this is a guy thing. And if so, when do they grow the fuck out of this. Because he is 30 years old. You would think they would be past the sniffing butt stage by then. Thank you sweets! xoxoRachelxoxo
Re: familiar territory...sxylipsdivaOctober 9 2004, 13:54:51 UTC
First of all, its not just a guy thing. Girls do it too, sad to say. Second, as for growing out of it...some do, whether now or later, and some never do. Its something you have to face about him, since you are aware of it and just like I said earlier..."You will have to ask yourself, 'are you worth more than this or not?'"
I have a hunch you are, but only you will be able to answer that for yourself!
I wish you the best...deep inside, as hard as it will/or may seem, you know the right thing to do for yourself and your own peice of mind/sanity...Ria~
Re: familiar territory...rpm53846October 10 2004, 16:52:00 UTC
So, you went through the same thing? When did you know it was time to walk if I may ask? ""you know the right thing to do for yourself and your own peice of mind/sanity...Ria~""- The problem is I am insane with him. I am insane with out him. I am just plan insane I guess. I give you a big fat kiss like this!!!!!!! xoxoRachelxoxo
Re: familiar territory...rpm53846October 19 2004, 15:00:56 UTC
Sorry it has taken me so long to write you. I have been avoiding my computer duties. Now, I have to highlight something that you wrote...
"{When you realize you dont need them anymore b/c you dont want them...then you know its time that you call it quits. I knew, when I didnt see my future with her anymore, let alone really care, it was too late.}" --I know exactly what ya mean. In a sense, this is when I knew we needed to pull away from one another.
I am so gonna check out your journal. See ya around. xoxoRachelxoxo
Re: familiar territory...sxylipsdivaOctober 21 2004, 07:44:45 UTC
Well, I look forward to chatting more with you if you ever want. i love to hear from friends, and you seem to be very much a sweetheart...much love always, Ria~ Oh and if its okay with you, may I have the pleasure of your name being added to my friends list? Only if you let me know back...bye luv
I finally had the strength to walk away after the five years of 700 miles, crying, laughing, secret sharing, kissing, self molding, breakfast in bed, Oh, and the sex....too.
Ask yourself? Do you feel worthy of yourself or not? If not, stay...if you think highly of yourself in any way, walk.
Dont keep fooling yourself, b/c in reality, they are making a fool of you for you...
Ria~
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I have a hunch you are, but only you will be able to answer that for yourself!
I wish you the best...deep inside, as hard as it will/or may seem, you know the right thing to do for yourself and your own peice of mind/sanity...Ria~
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""you know the right thing to do for yourself and your own peice of mind/sanity...Ria~""- The problem is I am insane with him. I am insane with out him. I am just plan insane I guess.
I give you a big fat kiss like this!!!!!!! xoxoRachelxoxo
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"{When you realize you dont need them anymore b/c you dont want them...then you know its time that you call it quits. I knew, when I didnt see my future with her anymore, let alone really care, it was too late.}"
--I know exactly what ya mean. In a sense, this is when I knew we needed to pull away from one another.
I am so gonna check out your journal. See ya around. xoxoRachelxoxo
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Oh and if its okay with you, may I have the pleasure of your name being added to my friends list? Only if you let me know back...bye luv
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