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The memories are killing me.
Lately, everything has been pretty scattered. I don't know what I need and I definitely don't know what I want. One thing I do know is that I need to get out of this routine. I mean zero hour in itself is ridiculous, but then I come home at like 2:00 and I'm dead. So, then I sleep till who knows when, but then I can't sleep at night which makes me even more tired the next day. It's a vicious cycle. And, guys...pssh who knows about them. I've been pretty distant from just about every boy that I, even slightly, am attracted to. It's stupid and stressful because it's my own fault. The one thing that I'm certain on is that I love my mom and dad. They are seriously so important to me. I don't know what I would do without my dad. I love him, and that doesn't nearly justify how much I care about him. I am basically my mom lol. Her and I are way too much alike. Sometimes that's hard, but it's always interesting. My friends are my friends. They’re crazy, but I love them so much!
Well, on the up-side, my parents are going on vacation the 21st through the 28th. And, I definitely have the house to myself. Well, minus my brother, but he randomly comes and goes. So, I’m pretty much going to have people over one time or another.
Right, well there’s your update.