1 yr post in the making with much thinking
Wow it's been nearly a year since I posted but current situations and feelings have made feel that it was necessary to post. So what has been happening with me? Well since graduation in past May, I have been working on my driver's License which I received in January. I got a 1999 Plymouth Breeze the weekend afterward for $4,000 of my own money that I saved in High School from various things. Since then I have been job searching about every other day with no luck. While playing FFXI, some things came up that I had come to realization before about but never felt a need to post. One thing, I know I'm not a bad person, yet just about no one has kept a reasonable contact. I have AIM on when I'm online, my cell phone on when I remember to, my Friend's List in FFXI full of people but almost no one keeps in contact with me. In return, I seem to have become very picky about friends and wanting to keep them around as long as I can since most of them tend to lose contact with me.
One thing I realized that I thought about that I think is true to my heart right now. If everything, a job, house, were all dealt with shortly moving. I would in a heartbeat move in with any of my college friends, in particular, the ones from Warren. I figured out that the only time in my life I was truly happy was when I was with them. It stinks that I have to be in a bad mood to realize that but it seems to be the only time I reflect on all aspects of my life and the decisions I am making for myself. Since when I am in a good mood, I tend to be swept away and tend to forget.
I felt so strong about that I couldn't resist posting, I felt it was something that all my college friends that read this needed to see.
Besides that, I seem to be soul searching in my own way, trying to figure out what to do with a job, housing, and friends. I hate being in a bad mood, but who doesn't, oh well, guess this one of those annoying bugs in life. Oh another thing I realized, my mind is always thinking, like constantly trying to be busy with something, watching, reading, and playing anything. Anyways that concludes my post, see you all later hopefully.
One thing I realized that I thought about that I think is true to my heart right now. If everything, a job, house, were all dealt with shortly moving. I would in a heartbeat move in with any of my college friends, in particular, the ones from Warren. I figured out that the only time in my life I was truly happy was when I was with them. It stinks that I have to be in a bad mood to realize that but it seems to be the only time I reflect on all aspects of my life and the decisions I am making for myself. Since when I am in a good mood, I tend to be swept away and tend to forget.
I felt so strong about that I couldn't resist posting, I felt it was something that all my college friends that read this needed to see.
Besides that, I seem to be soul searching in my own way, trying to figure out what to do with a job, housing, and friends. I hate being in a bad mood, but who doesn't, oh well, guess this one of those annoying bugs in life. Oh another thing I realized, my mind is always thinking, like constantly trying to be busy with something, watching, reading, and playing anything. Anyways that concludes my post, see you all later hopefully.