OMG*
Lastnight was the best night ever! I hung out with Brenden. He means the world to me and I love him with all my heart. When I'm with him, I feel so safe and loved. Its the best feeling in the world. I wish we were back together. I miss him soooooo much. Him holding me lastnight felt so right. It was like I was in a dream. I really do love him, and trust me with him, I found out what love is. I lost him in the past and that made me love him more. I dont wanna loose him again. Because losing him is like me dying. I do anything for him. I'd die for him. He means the world to me and I hope one day there will be another chance at a relationship between us. I wont do anything to fuck it up again because it hurts me to remember that. Brenden, I love you*