Feb 15, 2005 20:17
Well... Valentines Day fuckin sucked! it was like the worst day ever* i was all alone, but whats new?* well my life is really confussing right now! People keep talking shit and its pissing me off! if ya got something to say about me say it to my fuckin face! damn! well ya: i was talking to my gurl and she told me sam was talking about me behind my back and everything. well i asked sam about it and she frikkin just blew up and walked away, which is bullshit! then on top of that she calls me down to the office for this. ok- if you wanna solve something dont bring it to the office cuz that just makes things worse! I am just gonna let it go cuz its not a big deal, but sam if you are a true friend you will realize that you are hurting people by just ignoring them. ( you know what i mean by that) and im not saying im not ur friend, but a friendship takes two ways and i feel you are not being the other half! but thats just what i feel about that... well today overall was just grr! just another shitty day, like usual. i dunno. Depressed lately i could say! family is a crock of shit! i fuckin hate it! ..... i hope i can go to the dance thursday, because i just needa hang out with my gurls and just get away from home! prolly hanging with kailey after the dance...we havent hung out in like forever! kailey i miss you! hehe. getting a cell phone pretty soon..like next week hopefully! if i for real do i will let you peeps know the number!..well if ur that important! - katie i am sooo happy for you and jay! you are soo much happier when you are with him. i am soo happy for you too kla! hopefully Brandon is the right one and you guys are together for a long time. you honestly come off as happier with your boy too! which is soo great! now why cant i be as happy as you guys and be with the one i truely love????? hopefully it will happen sooooooon cuz thats all i want and need in my life right now. when i am with ♥Brenden♥ i am soo happy! i feel on top of the world. i love Brenden sooooo much! and who ever has a problem with that, if anybody does, they can kiss my ass* cuz i didnt ask for your approval! so.... Brenden, "I Love You!"
♥Later Bitches....
( katie i hate you for getting me stuck on that, lol )