Happy? Whats that?

Mar 11, 2005 03:34

I was a mess, it had been two days since the trial and I haven't seen, nor heard from Leo. I know he is taking what happened to Julie terribly hard, but she is home, doesn't hate him, and immensly happy with herself now. I hear she even told off a store full of people. I mean really Leo is not to blame for what happened, he may be an angel, but ( Read more... )

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lornegreen March 11 2005, 09:56:06 UTC
I never thought it'd happen, but I actually ran out of liquor. After a couple night's worth of daunting dreams, I'd literally cleaned out my fridge in attempt to wash it all away. Didn't help, 'cause I still felt like crap and my fridge was empty ( ... )

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wannabe_slayer March 12 2005, 03:05:52 UTC
I smiled at him, forced, but a smile no less. Cait was in the back office pretending to do work as I was sitting in the front finishing the paperwork I pretended to do the day before. I realy didn't want to be here, I just wanted to curl up and cry, or go search for Leo, knowing full well that he can orb and I won't find him.

"Hi"

I said softly as I looked away to hide the fact that I was going to lose it and cry any moment.

"Did you need something? I can go get you anything you need if you want."

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lornegreen March 12 2005, 06:35:40 UTC
I gave her a sidelong glance from underneathe the tattered brim of my ballcap. I perked an eyebrow. Guess I wasn't the only one having a crappy-assed day.

"No, I don't need anything," I told her. "I was just taking the long way back home." I looked down at the paper bag I was carrying. "Was going to throw a party for one." The tone of my voice was drenched in bitterness.

I looked at her again curiously. "You alright, Pumpkin?"

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wannabe_slayer March 12 2005, 06:52:18 UTC
I sighed forcing the smile yet again

"I am fine"

I said trying to dodge any conversation of Leo.

"So, you not feeling any better?"

I asked trying to take the focus off of me.

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lornegreen March 12 2005, 07:00:15 UTC
I looked down at my 'groceries' and gave a small chuckle. "Not exactly," I told her and looked up. "But I'm working on it."

Her aura was screaming a dark colour twinged with black. I knew she was lying to me. But it was a bit of a tricky situation. I didn't really feel like talking to anyone, and she obviously didn't want to discuss her problems. On the other hand, if I showed that I didn't care, I'd probably end up losing the only friend I had right now.

I pulled her out of earshot of Cait. "Are you sure you're fine?" I whispered. "I can see your aura, remember."

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wannabe_slayer March 12 2005, 07:18:15 UTC
"You know what..thats one annoying talent you have there"

I said with an actual smile this time

"I am ok, just worried about Cait"

I said a clear lie, I wasn't anything near ok, but I didn't want to worry him.

"She seems depressed"

Yes lets get him focused on Cait and not on me.

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lornegreen March 12 2005, 07:31:18 UTC
I narrowed my eyes at her slightly. Again, I'm no fool. I knew she was lying. But I decided to play along, mainly because I was kind of itching to get home.

"Ah, that sucks," I said. "I wonder what that feels like?" I immediately regretted the tone of voice I used to say that.

"Sorry," I apologized, "Rough day."

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wannabe_slayer March 12 2005, 08:44:30 UTC
"Yeah, I understand that"

I said softly as I lost control over my emotions and disolved into tears. I didn't know why I just picked this moment to lose it, but I guess it was as good as any. I could tell that he wasn't buying my lies anymore than I was so it didn't make sense to keep them up.

"I..I am sorry, I shouldn't be."

I said softly as I attempted to stop crying.

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lornegreen March 12 2005, 08:51:41 UTC
I looked at Angelina, then down at my liquor, then back at Angelina, and then back at my liquor.

I heaved a sigh, put the bag down, and pulled her against me, hugging her.

"Talk to me," I told her.

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wannabe_slayer March 12 2005, 18:09:03 UTC
I pulled back

"No its ok, you have plans and I don't want to cause you more pain...my problems aren't that important."

I think I may have just put my finger on where Cait got the idea that she wasn't as important as everyone else. I sighed and looked up at him.

"I just miss Leo"

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lornegreen March 12 2005, 21:44:42 UTC
Hmm. This Leo character she's mentioned before but I have yet to meet. But I was confused. Did he go somewhere?

"Why don't you call him then?" It was probably a stupid question, but again, didn't want to seem as though I didn't care.

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wannabe_slayer March 12 2005, 23:30:42 UTC
"Ok I guess you don't know about Leo, he..well he is a whitelighter, which means he is like a guardian angel to witches, anyway he took Julie's conviction hard thinking it was his fault ( ... )

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lornegreen March 13 2005, 03:07:36 UTC
I stood there and blinked at her a couple of times and allowed my head to stop spinning. Then I perked an eyebrow. That was one hell of a story. And she got it out in practically one breath, too. Kudos.

"You have any idea where he is at the moment?" I asked her. It was probably a stupid question, because I am sure she didn't know. If she did, I'd only assume she'd be out there trying to talk to him. Or not.

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wannabe_slayer March 13 2005, 04:13:28 UTC
"Probably...well probably with the other elders"

I said. Did I forget to tell Lorne that Leo was an elder?

"Did I not mention he was an elder...oops"

I said softly

"Yeah he can orb anywhere and hide..I just wish he would come back and talk to me."

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lornegreen March 13 2005, 04:33:56 UTC
I pulled off my ballcap and scratched my head in confusion.

"Sorry Kitten, ya lost me," I told her. "What the heck is an elder?"

I'd been out of the loop too long. Now there's people who orb around and elders and god knows what else. Where do they keep meeting these people?!

I gave her a helpless smile.

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