I was a mess, it had been two days since the trial and I haven't seen, nor heard from Leo. I know he is taking what happened to Julie terribly hard, but she is home, doesn't hate him, and immensly happy with herself now. I hear she even told off a store full of people. I mean really Leo is not to blame for what happened, he may be an angel, but
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"Hi"
I said softly as I looked away to hide the fact that I was going to lose it and cry any moment.
"Did you need something? I can go get you anything you need if you want."
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"No, I don't need anything," I told her. "I was just taking the long way back home." I looked down at the paper bag I was carrying. "Was going to throw a party for one." The tone of my voice was drenched in bitterness.
I looked at her again curiously. "You alright, Pumpkin?"
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"I am fine"
I said trying to dodge any conversation of Leo.
"So, you not feeling any better?"
I asked trying to take the focus off of me.
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Her aura was screaming a dark colour twinged with black. I knew she was lying to me. But it was a bit of a tricky situation. I didn't really feel like talking to anyone, and she obviously didn't want to discuss her problems. On the other hand, if I showed that I didn't care, I'd probably end up losing the only friend I had right now.
I pulled her out of earshot of Cait. "Are you sure you're fine?" I whispered. "I can see your aura, remember."
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I said with an actual smile this time
"I am ok, just worried about Cait"
I said a clear lie, I wasn't anything near ok, but I didn't want to worry him.
"She seems depressed"
Yes lets get him focused on Cait and not on me.
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"Ah, that sucks," I said. "I wonder what that feels like?" I immediately regretted the tone of voice I used to say that.
"Sorry," I apologized, "Rough day."
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I said softly as I lost control over my emotions and disolved into tears. I didn't know why I just picked this moment to lose it, but I guess it was as good as any. I could tell that he wasn't buying my lies anymore than I was so it didn't make sense to keep them up.
"I..I am sorry, I shouldn't be."
I said softly as I attempted to stop crying.
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I heaved a sigh, put the bag down, and pulled her against me, hugging her.
"Talk to me," I told her.
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"No its ok, you have plans and I don't want to cause you more pain...my problems aren't that important."
I think I may have just put my finger on where Cait got the idea that she wasn't as important as everyone else. I sighed and looked up at him.
"I just miss Leo"
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"Why don't you call him then?" It was probably a stupid question, but again, didn't want to seem as though I didn't care.
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"You have any idea where he is at the moment?" I asked her. It was probably a stupid question, because I am sure she didn't know. If she did, I'd only assume she'd be out there trying to talk to him. Or not.
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I said. Did I forget to tell Lorne that Leo was an elder?
"Did I not mention he was an elder...oops"
I said softly
"Yeah he can orb anywhere and hide..I just wish he would come back and talk to me."
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"Sorry Kitten, ya lost me," I told her. "What the heck is an elder?"
I'd been out of the loop too long. Now there's people who orb around and elders and god knows what else. Where do they keep meeting these people?!
I gave her a helpless smile.
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