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it had been a busy month sice Chris left. I was learning meditation and dealing with the fears of going to jail and mom and craig and the kids were trying to give me all the fun things that they could before the trial. It didn't help that the lawyer heard that we were getting Thomas "pit bull" Rhienhart. He apperently has no sympathy at all. This was thei first time in a while that I was actually scared even the group was scared. I could sense it in all of them.
Even mom and Craig were now worried. The two that had so much faith that I would be ok and that I wouldn't go to jail now worried. I couldn't believe how much had changed in only a month. I was thankful though that the press had laid off. When they couldn't find me for 3 weeks they gave up. Leo orbed me back to the manor where I stayed for a while since the kids needed a break at mom's.
Darryl was not doing as well as the rest of us. He had a lot of stress being as he arrested me and regretted it and now he felt like this was all his fault. I guess it kind of was, but honestly this wouldn't be happening if I hadn't run in the first place. I just wish I hadn't let all of this happen.
The only good news of all of this is that Edward seemed remotly happy for the first time in...well ever. He was madly in love with Phoebe and they hardly spent any time apart, and Piper was in love with Wesley, and Angelina was in love with Leo. It was great to see all these people in love yet I was all alone. I missed Chris with every day that pased but I knew that no matter what I would have to move on. I am thankful for Willow..she helped me realize all of this. No matter what happens I will be ok.
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Even mom and Craig were now worried. The two that had so much faith that I would be ok and that I wouldn't go to jail now worried. I couldn't believe how much had changed in only a month. I was thankful though that the press had laid off. When they couldn't find me for 3 weeks they gave up. Leo orbed me back to the manor where I stayed for a while since the kids needed a break at mom's.
Darryl was not doing as well as the rest of us. He had a lot of stress being as he arrested me and regretted it and now he felt like this was all his fault. I guess it kind of was, but honestly this wouldn't be happening if I hadn't run in the first place. I just wish I hadn't let all of this happen.
The only good news of all of this is that Edward seemed remotly happy for the first time in...well ever. He was madly in love with Phoebe and they hardly spent any time apart, and Piper was in love with Wesley, and Angelina was in love with Leo. It was great to see all these people in love yet I was all alone. I missed Chris with every day that pased but I knew that no matter what I would have to move on. I am thankful for Willow..she helped me realize all of this. No matter what happens I will be ok.
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