Oct 25, 2004 13:24
We got back, and Willow headed off to make her spell...or the potion for her spell...or whatever she was going to do to that toe to heal Wesley. Speaking of Wesley...
I walked back to the room where we had left Wesley, Illyria behind me but not saying anything. He wasn't there. In fact, no one was there. Where was Wesley, and Gunn? And more importantly, where was Spike and Buffy? Now, don't get carried away Angel, just because you don't know where they are, you can't assume they're together. Yeah, right, I know that louse will take any opportunity to try and win her away from me.
"Illryia, go find Gunn and Wesley, bring them back here for Willow's spell. I'm going to find Spike and Buffy."
I didn't wait for a response from her, instead, I headed through the house, trying to smell them out. Hopefully, I'd get there before anything happened...why was I assuming something was going to happen? I mean, I know how Spike is, but that doesn't mean Buffy's that way too. I should have a little more faith in her. But still...if she had any feelings for him...
I don't know why I was so consumed by this, I should be making sure Willow's spell works and Wesley is cured. I just couldn't bear the thought of losing Buffy without a fight, and no way was Spike going to have his way with her while I was doing the right thing and tending to Wesley.
Spike. He brings out the worst in me. The absolute worst. I just know I'm going to feel guilty about this later. Damn him.
Where are they?