zomg PANIC!

Oct 24, 2005 10:25

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Okay. That was my amazingly frustrated scream. Yay for a whirlwind of emotions, or something. Here's the breakdown.

Happy: Mike and I are back together! ^.^
Frustrated: Now, I have to take 17 hours next semester and 9 over the summer since I was originally planning to graduate next winter.
Scared: Now, I'm graduating at the end of the school year, which terrifies me.
Comforted: But Mike will be there for me.
Pissed: I have a scheduling conflict making it so that I CAN'T take the Editing class that I REALLY wanted to take, and would have been a good class.
Self-Loathing: And it's all because I'm retaking that stupid Japanese class I failed last year.
Concerned: And how the hell am I supposed to pay for school? I need to call dad and see about loans and finances, I guess.

Argh. School is making me feel sick. Hopefully advising tomorrow will help some. I really want to get everything done next semester and over the summer, but I wish I had been taking 15 hours this semester instead of 12. And if I'm doing this bad at school, how will I ever make it in the real world. I know I'm just freaking out and panicing unneccesarily right now, but I'm so worried. I just really don't want to do the whole 14 hours next semester, and 12 the following fall thing anymore like I had originally planned. I want it all done by the end of the summer so I can go be with Mike.
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