Late night.. thinking attacks and rants
So I did have an OK day overall. I worked and hung out with people that are close to me. I was web surfing, myspacing, researching, and more...all except my homework. Now I think to myself if im cut out for school. Here I am still in community college initially lost in what I want to do for the past 2 and a 1/2 years. Now I come back and realize...hey I think I would love to do computer science or be an IT specialist but I have to start over again. I am going to drop my trig class (I have no time for it because of work and I had big confidence lost when I failed my first test) and retake it in the summer. I think I am worried because I haven't made no game plan for my future and I need to ASAP.
I don't know if I am just depressed or worried or anxious or something. But here I am still awake and blah, doing countless research on jobs for my future degree and colleges and job outlook and just looking way to much into the future. Maybe I am young but I think I need to find that "spark" now. I haven't taken a programming class but my friend John told me I should just go to the bookstore and read up on it.
Sounds like a good idea! I will do it tomorrow...after my dumb health test online (which I only took to be full time in school) music homework for which I have no interest in, philosophy homework that I am falling behind in (love the subject) and my typing class which seems to be one thing I enjoy the most o_O...odd it sounds.
Anyway, I don't like to type to much because by then I think it's to much to read and who wants to read all of it? Yes...time for bed...maybe not...soon then.
Growing hair out sucks...I just wanna shave it all off.
Dial-up sucks...I seriously need to upgrade.
I don't know if I am just depressed or worried or anxious or something. But here I am still awake and blah, doing countless research on jobs for my future degree and colleges and job outlook and just looking way to much into the future. Maybe I am young but I think I need to find that "spark" now. I haven't taken a programming class but my friend John told me I should just go to the bookstore and read up on it.
Sounds like a good idea! I will do it tomorrow...after my dumb health test online (which I only took to be full time in school) music homework for which I have no interest in, philosophy homework that I am falling behind in (love the subject) and my typing class which seems to be one thing I enjoy the most o_O...odd it sounds.
Anyway, I don't like to type to much because by then I think it's to much to read and who wants to read all of it? Yes...time for bed...maybe not...soon then.
Growing hair out sucks...I just wanna shave it all off.
Dial-up sucks...I seriously need to upgrade.